okay, so i wonder if i should take back what i said a couple weeks ago when i said, "i'm tired of being busy doing all this crap." because i have no crap to be busy w/. i have NOTHING to do!
last wednesday i was officially done packing and cleaning and out of my apartment and stayed at my aunt's house in west jordan before flying home on thursday. ever since, i've been applying for jobs, at least 11 positions i can think of on top of my head and as of now i'm basically waiting for any form of contact from someone for a job interview. ugh, and they say the interviews are stressful; it takes an arm and a leg to actually get there!
i kind of feel weird about being here in kansas. the boys still have school and all their cute afterschool activities, dad works and mom is busy being mom, of course leaving me and my new roomate, zelda the cat nothing to do but sleep in forever and wake up to do nothing.
in reality: i really want a job. i want to be busy and useful again. i know these sort of vacations are short lived, but i get more done when there's actually more to be done!
and another thing; all the people who said they would "miss me" haven't even dropped me an email or a simple wall message on facebook since i've left. i guess some people are just too good at saying good bye. :/
however, i will admit that my bunkmate is on her honeymoon, so i'm not expecting a hi from her in like, MONTHS, (hahaha) and my roomate ali called me last night which definitely boosted my spirits. carolina, my friend i met in germany, going to school in the states still has time to talk to me, even though she's still in school. hmmmmm....
so there you have it; i miss school already and i want to do soemthing with my life and not wasting it. and if i have all this time, it'd be super nice to get a phone call from someone for once instead of initiating every friendship i have.
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